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Zandvoort Circuit 2024, prose.

2 May 2026

Talia

18:48 PM

The sun crashed through the windshield, and the race stopped, the deep silent echo came from nowhere, out there somewhere, Halo burned to ashes; she came running from the VIP tribune unto the track, his last words this morning to her buzzing and ballooning her mind, "If you leave me, I promise that I will kill myself. It will be my last race, I swear to you. That's it." And she knew he had already died, on his way to...

The sons were always first, first order in writing and circumcission, but his candle and light was the last one, a daughter, the perfect idyllic picture of her mother, summer's rain on her face, and she was beautiful. Why is this not real, before hitting the wall 350 miles per hour? Face to face the sun had hit him right between the eyes, the everlasting curve

disappearing from his fingertips, slow and solemn life... A template of her got stuck in his mind, half a second in his whole life, I love you... Here where destiny mysterious spinning had made a promise, after the sons, a daughter. And all ended that day that came before her, as in alive dreams. "You didn't love me enough," she will not forgive him leaving her feeling hurt

, eternally. Why did you abandon ship, he asked once, or twice. It was still happiness and love, 'our family' life, what could replace him? The ticking time of the metronome, memories do not compose their own once the music has stopped. Abruptly, he mistook her quiet for reckless neglect, his self importance had it lost its eloquence, he must have thought the last minute.

He loved her more than me, and now she never will tell him the truth. Egal (Egel), magal?

Tal/Talia, Hebrew name for fresh morning dew.

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Start celebrating your birthday Taurus 2026

30 April 2026

17: 59 PM

Dormite, will we conjugate? This evening, into aurora? All through summer's thought when spring, Taurus, leaving the threshold, what can we now say? Branches falling off the boughs, streaming brown creek water, still however and yet clean, marvellous. A pass through your mind, a garden wild and with broken laurel leaves smell, I am at your feet, and counting summer's stars

At nights, how many more days can we wait for Leo's rights envisioned from your shoulders and see far into the horizon? Aurora, be still, he commands you. Fresh are his kisses in the mornings, fierce at nights. The stag that hounds the hunter, subtle and for game, who's game? A beloved deer sweet and her young, he loses. This wood, miraculous trees of old, fern

that groweth beneath the hooves of time, I and you, what speak we? And England, you wear like old shoes, inseperable from your tender feet, how much do I love thee, without your heart in mine for much longer? Laughter, but earnest, all to know how our sons will grow, Lachman... Relic from old Hebrew and do not frown your eyebrows, you won't succeed and make

me feel once again distant through ministry and clerks. Ai, it is eve today and tomorrow aurora's silk will take us to a tender place where dreams are sired by man and beast, oh yes they too have young and pink little bosoms when dropped. This earth that still feels as in her maiden voyage always life first, human next, beast last, I give this soil into your hand, marry

your handyman, your carpenter, your builder, your last love from the garden in your dream. And I am sick too, leaving you behind again so soon... I will build you that shell spiral, once, no, twice, sons of Nautilus, exempli gratia biomimicry of what we have not just yet formed, from syrrup to viscosity and proportioned within. Elohim be with you, and me, my darling.

Start celebrating your birthday Taurus 2026

30 April 2026

17: 59 PM

Dormite, will we conjugate? This evening, into aurora? All through summer's thought when spring Taurus leaving threshold, what can we say now? Branches falling off the boughs, streaming brown creek water, still however and yet clean marvellous, a pass through your mind, a garden wild and with broken laurel leaves smell, I am at your feet, and counting summer's stars

At nights, how many more days can we wait for Leo's rights envisioned from your shoulders and see far into the horizon? Aurora, be still, he commands you. Fresh are his kisses in the mornings, fierce at nights. The stag that hounds the hunter, subtle and for game, who's game? A beloved deer sweet and her young he loses. This wood, miraculous trees of old, fern

your handyman, your carpenter, your builder, your last love from the garden in your dream. And I am sick too, leaving you behind again so soon... I will build you that shell spiral, once, no, twice, sons of Nautilus, exempli gratia biomimicry of what we have not just yet formed, from syrrup to viscosity and proportioned beyond. Elohim be with you, and me, my darling.

17 April 2026

17 May,On your birthday...

00:43 AM

Taurus is a great impressionist between april and august when the wide canvas of twilight at any day of that month where it is his favourite spot and faces the setting of summer's sunset His dark and black body against the sky's flaming orange sad and and yet living This tale of the great bull is still but remains a muscular story in veiled time Here is where Taurus forgets His eyes black onyx he cannot even remember a fly

And she has turned into a flower at her age She waited long for him in the story painted violet gentlest of all wild flowers In this twilight her memories are tall as columns each row and each side she remembers the marble set in maturity and melancholy She is still pure and white at the brass hoofs of his heavy hindlegs She smiles in her dreams once than twice She knows about that to secure his name This impression on canvas must

last This twilight when the sky's orange pours out on the black of evening And make weed and grass of one greenest colour examplery of good tidings and not trampled on by beast or warrior's boots Taurus' meaning is age sealed by sturdy curls on his forehead Sometimes too in slender or wavy hair His tail and star Oh yes let's not forget his vitalities And there appears one single starlight tonight in the dark sky This earth sign everlasts...

Cinema II, For whom the bells toll

(21102025)

Scene I: opening scene music Appaloosa, Gino Vannelli. Election fever, President elect. Top view cosmopolitan city of the world. Politics: the people decide.

Scene II: bridge of fire and ice, ship sailing quietly and passing. Night sky, and bright round moon, closest to the city. Skyline, distant glass window high in the towers, skyscraper. Pillow fight a blonde woman and man in their dimlight studio livingroom.

Scene III: time here never sleeps. TV network on in the middle of the night: brown hairstyle tv news anchor, in Prussian blue tight dress code, saying goodnight, screen red lips are moving, throughout the dark hotel room. Fading sight view, skyline city, music on...
Music: What can I say, Boz Scaggs

Scene IV: fresh green apples raining down from the sky in the high wall street art and mind. Central high, busy streets, golden rush hour, people moving in synchronisation, when losing time... Cents and dimes, brass and tin for the homeless people everywhere, unanswered prayers while trust once again has swallowed the nation's pride..., the President is elected. Mystical overture.
Music: Blood, Sweat & Tears, child is father to the man

Scene V: 24/7 timelapse billboard blue & red overhead pedestrians, walk on sideboards in the crowds, going from nowhere or somewhere. Autumn.
Music: Dionne Warwick, walk on by

Scene VI: groovy love kissing at street halloween party between man & woman, woman and woman, man and man. Silent universe late at night passes in quiet motion. Chinese astrology, snake and dragon fight behind the thick rain clouds.
Music: Michael Jackson, thriller

Scene VII: lonely teenage girl in winter window, ice and packed white snow. Slipping danger everywhere in Lonely Street, the middle of the metropolitan. Weeping girl and a wave, hello or goodbye?

Music: santa claus is coming tonight, XMas instrumental acoustic jingles bouncing from high wall to high wall facades into hollow echoes. XMas presents come from the hill...

Scene VIII: rotation of earth, music Herb Alpert, rotation. New Year's Eve: happy new year colourful sparklers fireworks in the aerial night city sky orbit.

Scene IX: vision of posterity. Young man and woman christening their first born in the middle of the high roofed Gothic cathedral. Pride and fall, who wants to remember?

Scene X: short intermezzo, street corner artist playing his tune on the saxophone, long overtones. Life goes on, crossing the corners when the green LED light switches on to keep on walking.
Music: educational overtones for saxophone.

Scene XI: The End.

The dream kiss, for Lucy.

Cinema Canon auto zoom 814, 8mm, adolescence memories.

Opening Photography:

Scene I: tropical memory on the long bench, young adolescence sleeping and dreaming adolescence cinema camera windows. And radio music background.
Music: if you go away, Dusty Springfield.

Scene II: the swimming pool, blue water. Live horse swim fantasy. Longing for the deep dream.

Scene III: growing up faster. 1970 convertible Ford Red mustang with black top, drive and fade away under the tropical sun, from right to left, following to the road end view curve.

Scene IV: opening scene: music: I can't quit her, Blood Sweat & Tears. Young girls, she looks into the camera turning her head slightly to the right. Blonde and beautiful, her eyes brown and almond shaped mouth. She smiles.

Scene V: Walking into the record store. Tropical colonial style house, street view: 1950ties lane and high palmtrees. Buying Chicago 25 or 6 to 4 single record. Portable Record player in your teenager room. Few minutes music rolling soft in the background:

Scene VI: Robbie, green pilot shade sunglasses, and smiling into the camera. Young adult, 16 years old. Slim, Blond and short haircut. Friends forever...

Scene VII: lipstick on her lips and she is looking into the mirror. Boy watching her from the side, sitting in the same room. She is blonde, and her hands are like tender velvet. She looks at him in the mirror rear view... A dreamlike yearning from his eyes when looking at her... He could be a young George Harrison?
Music: Cliff Richard, the day I met Marie

VIII: A day at the airport. The flying machine of the future Jumbo 747 take off. He smiles at her and she is smiling back at him. Young love. A picture of a thousand lives in a second in the year of 1971.
Music: just one smile, Blood, Sweat and Tears.

Scene IX: evening tropical rain. Time: 19:00 hours. Young boy half naked and standing in the rain and getting soaked wet. Face in close up. Sad eyes. Eye lashes and eye brows. Sound: rain fall.

Scene X: broken vase. Pencil. Hand drawing black and white, background, white paper. Girl's eyes and face, with white pearl flowers garland on her head.
Music: taboo, Santana.

Scene XI: The End.
Motor race accident ending bad into an instant death. Quiet funeral scene, all young adolescents with some adult family members present. Tropical blue sky high above the living heads, and the sun millions of years will still shine on.
Music: Crystal blue persuasion, Tommy James and the Shondells.

Total rolling music ':

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Additional: written at age 68 years old. Europe, the European Union.

mctaytelbaum

European Union

Word of the day: animal welfare. Until it happens to you...

Animal welfare: losing your turtledoves within 12 days, what you have never lost in 15 & 13 years at home. Unless by natural course.

Animal welfare: revindication, as described here above, of your pets (7 turtledoves), is not possible.

And then what? Swallow the destruction?

t.t.,

MCT..............................................................